Thursday, June 30, 2005

on june 30

so it was jenelyn's bday. told her happy bday late cuz i forgot about the time difference. T=

went to court. glad i got there early. it filled up fast. now i just have to take traffic school.

got to school 2 hours before i had to work. watched ep 141 and then took a really nice nap. slightly breezy with the warm sun shining down. (=

worked for 8.5 hours! had to answer phones in the CLA... that really is not my thing. got free food @ the end of the day, tho. tasteless fries and a good burger.

saw nikki (my boss) on my way to the PR house. very weird. watched a lil bit of romeo & juliet. i don't think i've seen it before. semi-weird. i need to reread it. and i need to rewatch moulin rouge. (it's been a while.) had a lil accident of clumsiness and wet my pants. O=

got some money and now i'm here @ mark's.

so magic... went from 5 to 4 to 10 to 12 to 13. hmmn. let's see how this turns out.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

someone take me shopping

me: i tried to expand my wardrobe by buying brown
kristina: wow. so now you have.. what.. 5 colors in your wardrobe?!
me: hmmn...
me: blue, black, white, green, brown
me: yes!




note: i do have a bit of red... but i haven't worn them in a while.

oh yeah. does grey count?

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

@ work

three and a half more hours of work to go... T=

upcoming events

up and coming:
tuesday: register for fall, credit union to deposit rebate (yay!), work.
wednesday: war of the worlds?
thursday: pomona court (for my ticket), work, jenelyn's bday.
friday: 6 flags.
saturday: kiss these hands? anime expo?
sunday: ptc games?
monday: independence day.
tuesday: work.
wednesday: warped tour!
thursday: work.
friday - sunday: NIT.

further ahead:
july 15 - GE scholarship due
july 29 - finch concert and rachel & kristina's bdays
august 19 - 21 - annual fund retreat @ big bear
september 22 - first day of fall quarter 2005

date-less events:
  • naruto session 2 (the chuunin exam battles)
  • beach day(s)
  • san diego trip
  • p-notes dinner & karaoke night
  • agbayani village?
  • traffic school

fall 2005 schedule

so this is what my fall will be like.

GradeCalPoly.com - The Ultimate Guide to Classes

add to that 13+ hours of work, volleyball intramurals, ald meetings (just remembered that that's not until winter quarter!), barkada meetings (and events), possibly itc planning, definitely commuting, and... oh yeah. sleep and homework?

seeing this just made summer much sweeter.

Monday, June 27, 2005

i have been changed for good

i must see wicked!!!

my pulse is rushing. my head is reeling. my face is flushing. what is this feeling? fervid as a flame, does it have a name? yes! loathing!

nothing matters but knowing nothing matters.

don't wish, don't start. wishing only wounds the heart.

where i come from, we believe in a lot of things that aren't true--we call it history.

it's time to try defying gravity.

who can say if i've been changed for the better?
because i knew you i have been changed for good.

really reflecting

so i realized that my first post didn't really consist of anything. so here's what i was planning on posting.

  1. i'm glad i was too lazy to wash my car today. i believe there will be showers tomorrow.
  2. i archived all my blogs (up until today) and then deleted them all from their respective places. the sweep included:
  • geocities.com/pinaypenguin08,
  • lonelypenguin.deep-ice.com,
  • pp08.deep-ice.com,
  • fadeintoblue.yoll.net, and
  • effusion.enacre.net.
ehhrin.is-a-geek.com:9090/ehhrin has already been down so i didn't mess with that. i also had a couple blogs up at blogdrive.com and some other site i've already forgotten.

reasoning: as i posted in my now in accessible blogdrive blog, i don't think it's appropriate for future employers to google my name and find my complaints of "heartache", the excretions of boredom, and whatever else i had.

with that said, i hope that my entries will be slightly more of a bridge to others than an island of me. hope that made sense.

so anyhoo, i was looking through some old blogs and i thought that some thoughts were somewhat worth repeating:

from fade into the blue
2003
  • if you hate someone, you shouldn't wish them a terrible death. if they're dying, they'll soon have release. so wish them a terrible life. {06.30}
  • brats are like leaders--they're not born, they're made. {06.11}
  • words are words. if people go against what they say, well... what can you expect? they're only words. {01.02}
2002
  • don't expect. never expect anything. nothing in life is guaranteed. nothing. {11.18}
  • don't dig holes. {09.13}
  • don't lie. but if you do, don't be stupid about it. admit the truth when confronted with it... "i don't know!" lol. {09.01}
  • if only i could stop loving you less each time you hurt me... i would hate you. {07.24}
  • i need to spend more time with my eyes closed... in every way. praying, sleeping and ignoring. {07.19}
  • "words can only hurt you when you try to read them." --derek zoolander on literacy. {07.18}
  • there's a song out there for every emotion you feel; if there isn't... write one. {07.10}
  • a few quotes from http://geocities.com/fear_of_silence: i was getting used to yesterday when today came along. never trust a skinny cook. friends are Gods way of apologizing for family. {07.09}
  • sometimes you don't know when it's really over... and you don't know when holding on is showing how much you care for someone or how stupid you are. {07.09}
  • sometimes all ppl need to do is to reminisce once in a while. {07.02}

reflecting and moving on

wth? blogger? yes. i haven't had a public blog for a while so i decided to blog on blogspot until i get my own domain up.

i've decided that hosted blogs are no longer the devil. so here i am.